4 years ago I made a decision I said I’d never allow myself to regret. I along with the Officer decided we only wanted one child and after the Monster turned a year old, I proceeded to get my tubes tied. Today, with my only child being 4 years old I’m wondering what it would … Continue reading »
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You just never know..
It’s Monday. I fucking swear it takes eternity for Friday to appear and then within a blink of an eye Monday is staring us in the face again. As much as I hate Monday and all it entails, I can’t even begin to bitch after the hellish weekend one mother has had to endured. It … Continue reading »
Post it note; On Momma’s mind..
I’m convinced that Tuesday is just Monday playing dress up. I’m also convinced that the cute little muffin top I’ve been rockin’ has turned into something not so cute and little. (life of a mother) I’m taking music appreciation in the summer. What a joke. (why is this required, again?) My neck is still at … Continue reading »
Post it note; Things I know.
Post it note; Things I know… I know the two ruptured disc in my neck are fucking rocking my world. Nothing helps, my only option to rid the pain according to the neurosurgeon, surgery. They can kiss it! I know to steer clear of my son’s penis when unlocking him from the car seat. ” Hey little … Continue reading »
I’m jealous of you.
Have you ever been jealous of other moms? You know, the ones that seemed to have done it all right. I went to bed feeling as thought I’ve failed in all significant areas of mothering a toddler. We’ve talked about this guilt before, it’s nothing new with me. Everyone knows I have a problem with … Continue reading »
Post it note; what now?
Well, Easter is over. There’s green easter grass strown all over my living room. Enough candy to last till next year. A million and two plastic eggs (that I did manage to dispose of) so what to do now? I always have post holiday blues, especially after Christmas. Theres so much anticipation and preparation leading up to the … Continue reading »
Mommy fail; my confession.
This morning was a total mommy fail. If my kid was old enough to compare me to mommy dearest I feel confident that he would. There’s nothing worse than morning drama to make you feel like a horrible mother, nothing. So here’s my mommy confession ; It’s not even 8am on this terrible Thursday morning … Continue reading »
because coffee won’t do..
No my friends, coffee won’t do today. Momma needs a beer. On a completely random note, there’s a dude at work that I swear smells like an ash tray. Shitty to say I know, but it’s the truth. Hell, for all I know he could be saying the same thing about my perfume. Now don’t … Continue reading »
Flying time…
Guess who turns 4 next month? That’s right, none other than the little Monster. Time has really flown by. I’ve already started putting together party preparations, not that we ever do anything huge. There’s really no reason for me to start so early other than I get all excited. There aren’t but two other kids … Continue reading »
Post- it notes. The rough seas
I’m use to sailing through their rough waters. The crashing waves are familiar territory when they’re around. I’ve learned to navigate with the best of them-slowly and cautiously. They are used to me sailing alone- sailing without any supplies- only enough for one. I am use to the hellish waves they cause; I am use to the … Continue reading »
